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Lucy, my pet cat. Little Lucy, american long haired cat, black fur, and green eyes. Lucy is four years old, er, probably was. Born in June, the 12th of 2011. Lucy went missing last night when I was trying to find her and get her inside our barn so she doesn't get eaten. Seems the coyotes might have beaten me to it. I couldn't find her, what's worse, I know there were coyotes outside. I could hear them. If she was okay, she would've came home last night, but I couldn't find her. I tried looking this morning, but I barely had any time to look. She was the last of her litter, all others either disappeared, or went off to get adopted. She was my favorite, I loved her so much. I always told myself: If I ever lost her I'd snap. I haven't cried about it since last night. I kinda want to but... I can't. Too busy. I don't have time to worry about it. I'm too busy. I don't have time to feel what I want to feel. I definitely have no time to look anymore, or probably even care. She's gone, I know she is. I have homework, I have a band festival to be at. I have things to do, that is more important than my prized possession, my friend outside of school, the internet, my baby whom I love, my joy. Right? I mean, I have to do work. I can't afford to get sick, to miss any band performances, I have something to study everyday,  have to turn in assignments, my future is supposed to be more important than something as insignificant as a lost pet. It shouldn't cry about, get depressed about and take some time to look, or mourn her, right? I mean, if I went up to my teachers, most would say: Aw I'm sorry. Nothing really more. I'd get no break from life, I don't. Maybe that's why I'm not being a big baby like I should be, or why I'm not getting my usual suicidal thoughts, maybe, that's why I don't feel guilty for not loving her enough to deserve her safety. Maybe that's why I never cried from last summer when our old Mother cat died of age. Because I don't have time to mourn her, I don't get a break from my normal life. Maybe, that's why I sometimes get really depressed and cry at the smallest little flaw in my days. I mean, if I had a choice I'd cry all the hell I'd want and be sad and depressed. Believe it or not I wan to, just to get it over with and maybe feel better than have this mixed feeling or neutral emotion that I don't know what to feel. Well, I'll be gone today, too busy. I wont be on skype most likely. Well bye. I guess, I don't know how to end this mourning and ranting so I'll just talk to anyone who wants to, later.
  • Mood: Unheard
  • Listening to: Dollhouse
  • Reading: Ava's Demon
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: mine craft
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
Tiny Sea Angel Pixel Icon [Free to use]
an adorable sea angel floating about
free to use for all, just give me credit
I might make a larger version, cause dis is tiny as fuck
art and animation by me
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KitsuneLady[Youtube Channel art] by TheFelidays
KitsuneLady[Youtube Channel art]
Yeah it took a while
special thanks to sockdaemon for giving me ideas for the background

fyi that red thing in the background is the blood moon with a blurred cheshirecat smile darker moon.

if i could get it on my channel I'd be happy
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So, that one cat chick: Katie, is in my village and she's just sittin' there. The only way I can get rid of her is if I take her to someone else's town. So-yeah,so far no one has had their gates open. Anyways, I took a nap waiting for people and stuff, I  had a dream about Katie, it was weird
very weird...
  • Mood: Unheard
  • Listening to: Run's in the family
  • Reading: fuck reading
  • Watching: the cat on the window
  • Playing: ANAL CROSSING
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

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TheFelidays
Cece
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
Kiwi Page Art (Left) by sockdaemonTiny Sea Angel Pixel Icon [Free to use] by TheFelidaysBorn on November 4, 1998Tiny Sea Angel Pixel Icon [Free to use] by TheFelidaysKiwi Page Art (Right) by sockdaemon
I live with: My grandmother and grandfather(gma and john), and my two little brothers(ricky and danny)
Pets: One lazy ass white tom(buster), and one fatass black long haired female kitty(Lucy)
I am pan-sexual, currently taken
I am a sophomore in high school
I'm a bum with no house or apartment of my own and my only job is babysitting
I prefer role playing, drawing both traditional and digital, I love viderr games as well
Ask about: LoL, ACNL, Youtube, Facebook, Skype, Gaia
3DS:5257 - 9395 - 8868 (kikikitty)
3DS colors!: katdoli1
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Lucy, my pet cat. Little Lucy, american long haired cat, black fur, and green eyes. Lucy is four years old, er, probably was. Born in June, the 12th of 2011. Lucy went missing last night when I was trying to find her and get her inside our barn so she doesn't get eaten. Seems the coyotes might have beaten me to it. I couldn't find her, what's worse, I know there were coyotes outside. I could hear them. If she was okay, she would've came home last night, but I couldn't find her. I tried looking this morning, but I barely had any time to look. She was the last of her litter, all others either disappeared, or went off to get adopted. She was my favorite, I loved her so much. I always told myself: If I ever lost her I'd snap. I haven't cried about it since last night. I kinda want to but... I can't. Too busy. I don't have time to worry about it. I'm too busy. I don't have time to feel what I want to feel. I definitely have no time to look anymore, or probably even care. She's gone, I know she is. I have homework, I have a band festival to be at. I have things to do, that is more important than my prized possession, my friend outside of school, the internet, my baby whom I love, my joy. Right? I mean, I have to do work. I can't afford to get sick, to miss any band performances, I have something to study everyday,  have to turn in assignments, my future is supposed to be more important than something as insignificant as a lost pet. It shouldn't cry about, get depressed about and take some time to look, or mourn her, right? I mean, if I went up to my teachers, most would say: Aw I'm sorry. Nothing really more. I'd get no break from life, I don't. Maybe that's why I'm not being a big baby like I should be, or why I'm not getting my usual suicidal thoughts, maybe, that's why I don't feel guilty for not loving her enough to deserve her safety. Maybe that's why I never cried from last summer when our old Mother cat died of age. Because I don't have time to mourn her, I don't get a break from my normal life. Maybe, that's why I sometimes get really depressed and cry at the smallest little flaw in my days. I mean, if I had a choice I'd cry all the hell I'd want and be sad and depressed. Believe it or not I wan to, just to get it over with and maybe feel better than have this mixed feeling or neutral emotion that I don't know what to feel. Well, I'll be gone today, too busy. I wont be on skype most likely. Well bye. I guess, I don't know how to end this mourning and ranting so I'll just talk to anyone who wants to, later.
  • Mood: Unheard
  • Listening to: Dollhouse
  • Reading: Ava's Demon
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: mine craft
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

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:iconblasticheart:
BlasticHeart Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch~^w^)
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TheFelidays Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No problem, I loooovoe your art ahhhhh-:iconscreamingplz:
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BrownHurate08 Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Hey, sorry I haven't been talking to you lately, not been doing good for awhile.
But maybe you're too busy with school to talk?
I probably still won't be on to talk after this..
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TheFelidays Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
no no
I'll be on skype at around 7-9
or you can just message me here and i might reply back.
I was a little curious why i haven't heard from you. 
but i miss uuuu i wanna talk if you will
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BrownHurate08 Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
okay, I'll try to be on, get Skype on my phone.
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sockdaemon Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
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TheFelidays Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
NO;;
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Noodle-Shop Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2014  New member Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ta for the fav c: 
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TheFelidays Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
no prob!
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Nafyo Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Isabella from AC: Thanks for the Fav by Nafyo   Agent Spot : Nice to meet you by Nafyo  
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